By Princess Crystal| PrincessCrystalSays.com
There are moments in life when everything feels out of your control.
For me, one of those moments came in a sterile hospital room, surrounded by machines and the sound of beeping monitors. I was in the middle of my battle with cancer in 2002. I was physically broken, emotionally drained, and spiritually dry.
I had never felt more alone. But it was in that same room—at my lowest point—that I discovered something sacred:
God was already there.
💔 When I Couldn’t Pray
I wish I could say I was full of faith in that moment. I wasn’t.
I was angry.
I was exhausted.
And I was terrified.
I didn’t have the strength to pray out loud. I could barely whisper. My tears were my prayers. My pain spoke what my mouth couldn’t. And yet, somehow, in that silence—God showed up.
🌬 A Peace I Can’t Explain
There was a night I remember vividly. I had just come back from a brutal treatment, and every nerve in my body was on fire. I curled up, shivering under a thin hospital blanket, and whispered, “God, where are You?”
I didn’t hear thunder or see a miracle in the sky.
But I felt a peace settle over me—a warmth that had nothing to do with the blanket.
It was as if the Spirit of God had gently entered the room and wrapped me in love.
Not because I had perfect faith—but because He is a perfect Father.
✨ God Meets Us in the Broken Places
Sometimes we think we have to get it all together to meet God. But the truth is—He meets us in our brokenness.
In the middle of the night, when no one else is around.
In the hospital bed, when the future feels uncertain.
In the ache, the fear, the silence.
I realized then that God’s presence doesn’t depend on our strength.
His Spirit is near to the hurting, the grieving, and the afraid. He’s not just in church buildings—He is right there with you in every battle.
🕊 The Hospital Became Holy Ground
That room, once filled with fear, became a sacred space. Not because the pain stopped—but because I knew I wasn’t alone.
God didn’t take away all the suffering, but He gave me something even greater:
His presence. His peace. His promise that I was not forsaken.
💬 You’re Not Alone, Either
If you’re reading this from a hospital bed…
If you’re caring for someone who’s sick…
If you’re crying in silence, wondering if God hears you…
Let me remind you: He does.
He’s closer than your next breath.
He sees every tear.
He walks into those rooms the world forgets, and He whispers, “I am with you.”
You don’t have to be strong for God to stay.
He stays because He loves you—deeply, unconditionally, eternally.
With grace and healing,
Crystal Amon
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